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I tried
in vain
fog filled my mind with
rolling waves
foam to my mouth
where sound should be.
I love you
to the moon and back
I was pulled
in blackness
towards blackness
I was dragged
to darkness
submurged and
drowned
in bottomless oceans.
I love you
from the moon
I won't come back
in vain
fog filled my mind with
rolling waves
foam to my mouth
where sound should be.
I love you
to the moon and back
I was pulled
in blackness
towards blackness
I was dragged
to darkness
submurged and
drowned
in bottomless oceans.
I love you
from the moon
I won't come back
Literature
I'm not naughty I'm autistic
I'm NOT naughty, I'm autistic
Asking me to look you in the eye when you talk
Is like asking the child in the wheelchair to walk
You wouldn't do it so don't tell me
To brush my hair or go play PE
You get mad when I don't turn in my homework on time
But time at home isn't yours it's mine
I pay attention in class
I pass every exam
So what persay am I doing wrong?
Why do I get shouted at for staring at walls
In lessons if I'm already ahead of them all
I don't sleep at night and I play with the lights
There are codes on my desk and ladders in my tights
I really don't care but you seem to
You seem to have issues with everything I do
Literature
Autism is not a Disease
Parents scared from the beginning
I am self contained
Being myself is a disease
I choose solitude over interaction
Its unnatural, conversation
I go over possible dialogue on my mind
I know all the outcomes, so continuing is
pointless.
I have always been an outcast
always different
A turbulent blow of preemptive, and ongoing, hate from those who sense it.
Then Im diagnosed with a problem
an excuse
unexcusable
In order to be fixed, Im broken down some more
Rush me from therapist to therapist
I am still the same.
They hold me back, and call it help
So my mind is different
My brain map
Literature
ADHD
Other people can push out thoughts from their head.
They can ignore things.
I can't .
This is how MY mind works;
Every thought I have throughout the day
stays in my mind.
Screaming.
I don't care that it affects my work.
Which it does.
I care, because
it tortures me.
I can't forget anything that happens to me for the entire day.
Sometimes weeks.
Every bad thought or event
will randomly surge through my mind.
Horrible images that I cannot forget.
Every regret I have,
is still in the front of my mind.
Every thing that I ever did wrong,
is reminding me.
Every mistake
Swirling
Screaming
Stabbing
Bleeding.
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This is my first shot in, like... over a year? Nearly a year?
I'm out of practice and horrible.
I'm out of practice and horrible.
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